Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Rest... I need REST !!

Urgh ... System lagging .. My body is just like my com now .. on too long and is time to reboot it. Drained and emptied .. Response is getting slow and slow. Seriously .. I really need to rest for some day. A place to get out from my house .. so I can stop driving for a moment and can have nice peacul rest. At home there is tooo much thing. Computer .. mom .. sister .. and yet I have to drive all around, coz mom ask me too.

When is the last time I actually haf a good long rest .. hmm .. I guess should be around last year September .. the time I was in that Sunshine State -- Florida. The nice peaceful country side of the United States. (Guess I never post dat b4 .. should ganti 1 day ..)That time spend around a week over there, and yes is really relaxing. Right after that .. flew back and terus bz with Cf stuff .. the camp is up .. went to Planet Shakers .. this and that .. urgh .. my whole entire body strength is drained to the max. Esp this year is the bz year. Push myself and stress myself to get all assignments done, duno how many zillions of brain cells is been killed. Every Friday become the most tired day of mine .. fetching ppl back from Cf .. and sometimes nite haf to went to CG .. and yet . haf to fetch my sis everyday.

Hmm .. guess I better make sure my Genting plan work .. there is the only way for me to get away from my house and rest .. and rest . .and rileeeks .. Time to get away from my whole com .. and everything.. Mm ... Long long time never take a good long rest. Sometimes really feel like lying down and just rest .. I kinda lost my concentration nowadays .. in the pass few days .. I nearly caught myself in accident for at least 4 times. Aih .. I should stop driving for a moment .. (yeaaah . riiight ..as if i can la)

Urgh .. boring nite .. ciao for now .. typing also getting slower and slower ..

Monday, May 30, 2005

Planet Shakers wor ..

Planet Shakers from Queensland ... yesterday happened in Community Baptist Church .. is just same row with the Yoke Lim coffee shop .. I thought it was the brown color Baptist Church . but is actually further up. Yeah . is one of the shop lots. Was abit late . .due to kenot find dat place .. but end up called RueyWen .. and tell me where is the exact place. Thought it will be jam packed .. but supprisingly .. is kinda empty .. lots of space for u to jump around.

The smallest crowd I ever see from all Planet Shakers Nights of Fire that I attended b4. I guess this is my 7th time that I actually attend for last year and this year. Start off with some praise song as usual ..then we go into time or worship .. Then .. there is no high peak .. but straight to speaker. Ps Matt was speaking bout Getting Attention of God... a very funny and interesting.. I really wonder .. y most of the good speaker and their name is "Matt" ? He was saying .. the God doest not kick into ur heart and shouted "God is here !!" but yet .. He just gently knock on ur heart .. and yes .. u are the only one who can open up the door and receive Christ. Hmm .. too bad u actually miss the talk.. with all those expression that he gave. Love it alot. =D. Alter Call .. as usual .. the crowd is small ..but around 25 ppl actually response to the AlterCall .. kewl eh? 25 ppl was lead to downstairs .. and there is more space .. the front in once open up .. for those who wants God attention .. walked front .. and Thanks Ps Matt prayed for me!!. I was standing the most front line .. the front row .. facing direct to the whole band. Ended up with Praise Song -- Come to Praise.. I duno bout the others .. but at least the 3 guys infront are really jumping and praising. Hahah .. not just bounce up and down ... but we really enjoy the moment .. till we actually jump in a circle .. Bleeeh .. is nice to have that kind of chance .. that so spacious for u to jump and move as mush as u want it. I get to noe his name . the one who stand beside me .. Vince . from NRLC ... (Eh .. is just next door to RLC ... Guess I been there b4 .. rite? )

Bought Zoe a Planet Shakers CD dat she wanted -- Open Up the Gates.. she got the whole band sign on the CD .. I thought I can get some latest stuff .. but is not here yeeet .. =( I shall patiently wait. oooh .. it was Warren's bday .. The Queensland Planet Shakers Drummer. Heheh sang happy bday to him .. and .. yeah . basically thats all. The guitarist is very frenly .. he smack he from the back .. Awww ... appreciate them for their effort and so on.. the nite is fun.

ps: shutting up myself .. is sometimes very useful.. guess i better take dat back after so long ..

::Listening to - Planet Shakers : Here I am ::

Saturday, May 28, 2005

Day in my life

Back to church after a week never attend, missing church badly ~ I miss the VYS ... Oh well, late for church again and .. during the worship I kinda like can't concentrate .. Grr ... something bothering me .. but no idea what is dat. I miss last week msg ..but I listen to the msg that Ps Joshua tell the adults. Parenting .. hm.. hehehe. I got no kids neway, but not bad for a pre-education parents =P.

Yak around as usual at the DreamCenter. Hazel wrote my name for the Musin Ministry.. guess I will be ok with it..really need to improve my guitar skill after I stop for so long. WeiPyng asked me how was the praise team dat day .. hmm ..not bad actually .. hahaha I dun feel any kekok on stage and yes .. I feel comfortable, thanks to all the training and experience that I had in AFC. Hehe Uncle Jason is more strict that Florence =P blaaaah .. So formal stuff is a no biggie thingy for me. *big smile* Laugh around after Liz showed up.. when she so wanted to drink that ice blended coffee that Kryz left behind .. coz Cow was holding it and giving that face expression that he is really enjoying it .. so Liz was like .. "Hey .. how can u be like that .. u are my best fren's boy fren .." =P Then i realize something .. the bf and bf .. so become Bf kuasa dua .. hehehe. U can imagine that Liz trying to drink that coffee ..but Cow gave some to Liz as well... mmm .. kids fight. Liz remind me bout that lil gal that "fall in love" with me at the orphange house .. eek .. Coz we was like talking bout kids .. then I tell them bout my experience teaching kids in last time.. then mixing with kids .. Like that gal .. that called me as carrot .. and bite me duno how many times .. (eeeww. ..) I kinda love kids alot .. I got this skill that able me to mix around with kids .. but the prob is .. kids stick to me after that. Alwiz need a way to run away .. if not they will start drag me all around.

Sometimes I really regret that I actually confess to those gals that I like them, is like everytime I screwed everything up. I guess I shall keep my feeling to myself .. mmm .. Was alwiz happily chatting with them .. then once I told them I like them .. then things start getting spoiled. Argh .. .. Hate this kinda thing man .. Love someone .. then haf to hide .. and keep myself admire .. Like .. there is 1 person that I admire .. but till now she doesn't know anything at all .. admire her at least 5 months. But like what I've learned .. keep to urself lor .. admire admire lor .. better than confess adi and rosak everything rite .. aih .. nvm nvm .. at least I will make sure I wont screwed everything again.

Waaah ... my back and my knee is really giving me tons of prob by now .. both of them actually pain at the same time !! Actually .. not reall same time la .. backache happens 1st .. =( this is so so pain .. I can now hardly sit .. is best to lie down on floor .. like what I alwiz do by now after long time sit on chair. No idea bout my knee now .. Is really really getting worst .. nvm nvm .. The healing service is around the corner .. I shall make myself there and get some healing.. Heal .. then I will get myself back to everything. Back to dance .. back to sports and so on. I really miss all those dances and those moves that I use to enjoy back to last time. After the Penang incident .. I really never dance anymore. By now .. if there is any chance for me to join those stuff .. I make sure I join.. my knee prob ?? aiyooo .. kena dat time baru kira ler .. dun feel like kira by now..

Really into songs and music these days .. whenever I put on some songs or anything .. I start move with the music and sometimes I can get hyper with it.. hehe bad or good ?? I duno .. Just love to move around and bounce with music. Follow the beat =D.

Hahaha.. yay !!! Planet Shakers - Nites of Fire is here again ! Is goin to be happen in Community Baptist Church tmr 8-10pm !! Can't wait for that .. hehehe

Alrite .. b4 I stop .. I will share a comic .. Hehe is my Favorite Garfield !!



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Hehe ciao for now .. Take care and GoD Bless Peeps ..

::Playing - LinkinPark Live in Texas ::

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

dotA ? Right .... kena sapu ..

Boring day .. no class .. but end up go college meet up with Erin to get the pants for Esther. Dun wanna go back dat early .. so thought of cari Jessie.. manatau dat fella forget I going to meet up with her .. and she went into library.

Neway ..Taylors is alwiz another place which lots of my fren in .. so .. take out my phone and start calling Rachy .. =P as wat i thought .. she is in there ..get her out ..then we went to InKafe to had some so call lunch. Got myself a Hawaiian Pita.. and with a cup of ice chocolate. Rachy got herself a choc cake and ice chocolate also .. then she start complain that there is toooo much of choc =P. Choc is alwiz nice b4 ur exam .. haha relaxation .. =P is dat the spelling ?? As usual .. bro and sis yak around the table and later on .. she decide to go for half and hour of CyberCafe .. wondering y half and hour .. she explain that .. need to catch bus to go home .. Erm .. I drove there .. and both of us stays in BU .. so y take bus ?? haha sesat of her .. must remind her baru she realise.

Oh well .. went into JS (CyberCafe) and played a lil while of CS .. then move to dotA .. Erm .. no match with the dotA queen la .. she dah bagi chance and yet I still lose to her .. Heeey .. not my fault k .. This is my erm ..5th time playing dotA ? How to compare with her duno how many times adi wor .. *roll eyes* Played 1 game with her ..and another game we played on BattleNet .. lost also .. opponent are kinda strong ?? Hhehe actually I think because we duno how to use our hero .. so no biggie .. At least get to pawned 1 person for my 1st time .. muahhaha.

Day was pretty fun when get to hang around with my mui and so on .. hmm .. really .. after broke up it gives me lots of freedom to get to hang around with all my mui. From Cherrie .. to Esther, Rachy, and able to call Mk and so on. Should I be glad with it or .. oh well .. nvm. The Valley of darkness is already a history .. now I see the light ~. Hehehe.

b4 I forget .. hey peeps .. benjamin_et@hotmail.com IS NOT me k .. dun add the wrong person and then come to tell me that I very rude on Internet .. la .. since when I ever use bad words ?Hmm .. hehe but nvm .. at least Liz noe I wont do that. =D Hmm .. if want my msn .. pls ask for those who had it k .. example .. Liz .. TianAn .. they all .. dun simply add la .. I noe I alwiz use benjamin_et. But dun forget I dun like hotmail stuff .. so I do not haf any hotmail account. The benjamin_et@hotmail.com is someone from Denmark ..

Alrite .. ciao for now .. take care peeps

::Listening to - Deliriou5? : Tradding My Sorrows ::

Sunday, May 22, 2005

It wasnt that bad actually ..

Yesterday mood was terrible .. is horrible neway. Someone just blow up my mind and watching volcano exploding .. so .. from now, pls do me a favour .. by not asking how is my college life and so on. It could just ruin my day and see me go cockoo ..

Erm .. MeiYii ar .. actually the worship all the while is not that bad, is kinda average for me.. hehe, just if wanna compare to what happen last friday ..then I prefer what happen last friday ler. Having some games or ice breaker b4 the CG is not bad idea =). Esp to get ppl start "warming up" guess that can avoid the quietness? There is few ppl asking me .. "y the ss2 CG worship that time sit down wan?". Alrite .. here is my answer .. Worship in any kinda form and in any kinda way .. hehe =P Hey . like what Ps Matt said b4 .. dun criticise at the way of ppl worship ..hehe. Neway . sometimes I dun feel like standing up after a long tired day .. and suffering from knee prob .. and .. is not thaaat bad la peeps .. at least I still rate every CG is fun? *Check back all previous post* Hmm . yeah =D never rate CG as boring b4..

Doin notthing the whole day .. other than napping and .. playing guitar .. Parents back yesterday .. and I just manage to attend my 1st ever Kingdom Key .. Sowee WeiPyng .. again I forget to return ur tee .. I should put in my car by now.. incase I forget .. Big-head-prawn me.. Neway .. 1st time I miss the Vibrant Youth Service ..Uncle Patrick told me is a good msg .. but sad is I cant attend ~ Uwaaaaa!!! Nvm nvm .. i shall listen it from the website .. hehe.

Aih .. bored ler .. feeel like calling Liz and start kacau her .. but ..erm .. *look at the time* aih .. better not .. in case kacau she sleeping .. hehehehe. Alrite .. stop here .. Ciao .. Pretty hot day .. pls cast down some rain .. Mmmm . love cold weather.


Saturday, May 21, 2005

CG is different today .. Wonder ..

Okie... parents coming back today, not excited or anything. Dun ask me why.. coz maybe I need to go back to hometown which is Taiping on Monday? Eeww .. hate there, stuffy, humid, hot, dusty and not forget those chicken punya loo on the flooooor .. berlambak .. sigh.

The CF yesterday is bout a group of ppl from US .. April, Blick(?), Israel, Kristen, Brian.. and others. Play the ice breaker, which is the Gorilla-Man-Gun. Pretty fun and funny .. haha I won Liz =P *grins at Liz*

Yesterday CG is very fun .. and not to forget .. I never ever see the CG worship become dat good since I join. From a normal sitting down worship .. all the way till Cow playing guitar .. and I take over for 1 song. Then Hazel lead everyone into worship, guess everyone felt refresh? At least I felt dat. Played some game, which the ..erm .. Everyone write something bout themselves, then everyone will take 1 paper ..and try to guess who is that. And .. sowee ar .. which paper belongs to Hazel ?!

After games .. go into lessons .. talking bout the valley of darkness.. Talk bout my previous relationship .. is really a painful wan .. anyone wanna noe more .. go ask Liz or Esther or even Evonne, they noes how terrible I felt that time.. As I said .. get closer to God .. After swirling around in the darkness of the life, here comes the light afterall. =P Like wat Lydia said? Join the CG and here comes all the light that lighten the lifeeee. . heheh =P dun bloated ya Lydia .. hehehe. Nah .. I broke up with her b4 CNY .. b4 I join in CG .. hehehe But is when I join Church =D. Erm .. weird bout the prayer thingy ~ I dun waaaaaana get married neeext yeaaaaar .. =( *sniff sniff* Gf pun takde ler .. how to get married =P. *smack MeiYii with a durian* Nvm nvm ... I shall patiently wait for Lydia to get some name for me =P *patient and patient*

Got my muffin eaten by CG members. .. but I guess the muffin is pretty bad .. too long never bake.. shall improve to the maximum .. ARgh !! Wat happen to my own recipe ?! Drove Andrew all the way back to Sunway .. got some long nice chat in the car and so on =P my daddy's car !! yay !! Haha nice car .. luxury car .. nice drive .. and too nice till I wanna fall asleep on my way back .. *oops*

K la . k la ..stop for now .. wanna go cari makan b4 I get myself to Kingdom Key class .. shall bring WeiPyng's that baguio Tee .. =( but I will be missing VYS .. =( ish ish .. 1st time after 4 or 5 months I joined in RLC.

::Listening to - N'Sync : Bye Bye Bye ::

Thursday, May 19, 2005

Suppose to be sad or ..

Okie.. here will be the shortest post ever. Woke up by call from my 7th Uncle ..who is in Alor Setar, sense something real bad coz he never call us b4 other than giving news. Loooking for dad, and sorry parents in China by now. Sleep back .. but feel something wrong. Later a while mom send sms to me say .. Bad News from Taiping... I guess someone passed away. (Is just a feeling.. my instinct are strong). Send sms to my cuz for the 1st time.. and the return sms shows that ...

My 2nd uncle passed away this morning. Not very close to him .. but at least is someone that I talk to sometimes.. once a while maybe.

Duno sad or not .. duno my feelings.. raining in the morning .. makes me feel sad actually..coz is someone i noe? But his death is just too sudden. Guess goin to rush back to Taiping by this Sunday.

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

HMmm short blog

Hehee post a short post .. and I will be off to rest. Got cold .. haf to rest abit adi .. hehe. Alriteeee.. hehe really sorry Jaslyn .. Hehehe I remembered ur name on Monday .. =P sowee ar .. was keep on thinking bout ur name dat day .. but cant get it =P really haf to admit me old !

Duno wat actually happen today... kinda blur .. was napping on my parents bed .. after a long while of reading .. then got woke up by phone call . Hmm never really look at the caller ID and I just terus pick up the phone .. it was Liz ... looking for her Ekonomi Asas book ..so I promise I look for her in my car .. see did she left it there or not. Then put down the phone ..back to nap again. After 5 min ? Then got woke up by call again .. =( It was Esther my lil mui this time .. looking for some advice from me .. so chat for 19 min .. then can't sleeep adi .. search for Liz's book .. and is not in my car. . aih . kesian her.

Evonne is back from NS !Yay .. hehe goin to kacau her in CHS again =P aw.. I miss her alot. Is been awhile I havent see her adi. Alrite .. my back getting pain ..ciao for now. Take care peeps

::Listening to - Planet Shakers : Hero ::

*Yaaaaawwwwwwns ! *

Is the duno how many days after my parents left to China for vacation .. and since my mom wasnt around .. and the way my maid cook is like ..erk .. takde comment. Like today ! Cooked curry and tell me no santan .. so come out the curry is totally tasteless ... ish ish ish ..

Oh well .. today is kinda bored .. went to 1u twice .. and just back from MingTien .. celebrate fren's bday .. his 21st bday. (yer ... so nice .. =P). Nothing really happen .. Just Azahir, Kenny, Daniel, KahChuan, TungKiat and KokWai .. gather around the table .. and separate that BlackForest into our tummy .. Mmm ... not bad la .. hehe.

Oh well .. actualy just come in here .. to post some stuff .. Coz I abit hyper tonite. While driving back just now.. I wind up my window and blast the OneWay .. and sing it out loud .. hmm .. just sudd feel like doing it .. no idea why. But is kinda kewl actually .. never thought I gonna do dat alone by myself .

Alrite .. ciao for now .. very very sleepy.


Sunday, May 15, 2005

1st time attend Sunday Service in RLC

Ya noe wat .. I know I not suppose to do this, but ..erm ..I do it for a good reason. I sneak out from house just to attend Church!! Hehehe Slept early last nite just for today. Woke up early .. manage to get my dad's car out from house no matter how troublesome it is. Hehehe. I really hate those ppl that took away my parking space outside my house. The small lil space which I have to share with my neighbour, so we park half half of it. Then duno since when, there is this stupiak maniac van parked at that spot and will at least stop overnite. Grr.. is not like I never park there b4. Since the day I got my car I adi park at there, so wats ur doink prob la .. go park somewhere else near ur monkey house la.

Alrite .. neway.. back to topic, that wont stop me goin Church, arrive there slightly early like wat WeiPyng told me. Coz I need to get the Vibrant Youth tee from her and change. Went to prayer then we up on the stage. Florence explain to me what is the do and don't. Praise team on Sunday is another diff experience. Somehow, no stage fright (I dun I wil had any in this kinda thing). Everything went kinda well I guess.. Not bad for my 1st time. Really enjoying it.

Went down to DreamCenter after the Praise team and gave the offering. Was stuned at a woman dat sat beside asked me "Are you ET ?" Hmm .. for the moment I forget who she is. But .. is actually MeiYii's mom .. =P Paiseh .. almost forget. Yak around with WeiPyng, Debbie and another 2 new frens that I noe .. (Sorry for forget the name!!). Then after a while, they went up for registration, I got my book for KingdomKeys. Cont yak around with Andrew.. get to noe Angeline from ss12 CG. Hmm I move on to the LiPeng's CG after that .. LOL I boreed maa .. sesat in Sunday .. dun blame me. Get to noe that EstherTan which I claim as sugar high for that moment, Adrian who looks more mature than me (I guess =P), not to forget Victor who tried to study with all the laughing and teaching weird song from EstherTan to Liz. Hmm .. I wanted to go back adi .. but rain start pouring down .. so move to another side .. chat with Lydia and ..eh ?! wats her name adi ar ?? cham lorr !! I really getting old!!. So sowee that I forget bout the namesssss .. I feel so bad.... Hazel joined us later on .. then .. hmm . I guess I left at 2 something. Not bad with all those chatting. At least I get to noe more ppl in the church after all this while. But ... So so so sorry that I forget bout all ur names. =(

Pretty fun for my 1st time attend Sunday Church. Now I need to set my mine, see which ministry I should join and put it at 1st. Art Perform? Sound? Music? PraiseTeam? God .. guide me and tell me which ministry I should go. It might something very new to me, but Lord I believe I can do something thru Christ which strengthens me. Help me Lord and show me the way. Not my will but Yours to be done. Thank you Lord, I commit myself to Your hands, I pray all this in Jesus name.. Amen !!

:: Listening to - Hillsongs : I Simply Live for You ::

Saturday, May 14, 2005


Looooook !! How many ppl had sign it !! hehe :D
Benjamin_ET

The card that the CF peeps gave :D
Benjamin_ET

Thanks Everyone !!

1st of all, is very late now, wanted to sleep. But end up I am here ... just do a posting to thanks everyone that actually take the effort and willingly spend the time to greet me, wished me and showered me with all the blessings. Not to forget .. thanks for the God that up above bless me thru the 21st years..

Like my previous post .. those are the ppl greeted me earlier or on that day itself .. So now. Here is another list for those who took the effort for wishing me. Althought is belated.. but thanks guys !! For easier to read .. I separate to few parts:

CHS CF:
LiEn, Joan, Fiona, Ivan, DanielWong, RueyWen, Jolene, EeLing, KwanYew, ZhengDe, YiFung, James, MichelleKin, KaiFeng, WaiKitt, Joanne, Kent, Shane, DanielYap, SzeMing, MunnSing...and for those who sign my bday card, sorry for never putting up ur name..

SS2 CG:
HuiYii, MeiYii, Hazel, WeiPyng, Hazel, LydiaYee, PeiWen, Ivan, KeeWai, Kryz, Cow, Marcus.. and others .. thanks for taking the effort to come to CG and celebrate my bday. And thanks for all the bday songs that u all sang just now. Sorry that I not use to be in the middle of the attention.

Others:
Sabrina, AlexLeow, Gwen .. Thanks for remembering my bday.

This year bday is kinda sad I haf to admit. Nothing really special on my 21st bday. Pretty bored neway .. *sigh* But somehow, I kinda happy with what happen this year. No cake .. No presents .. but I got showered by tons of blessings and wishes.. and the bday song that everyone sang for me. Like what happen today in CG .. lots of ppl turn up .. and we got the duno wat cake .. (actually forget the spelling of the cake =P) and got bali .. then b4 I left the place.. everyone sing the bday song for me .. so touched .. *sniff sniff* U guys noe wat .. I actually dun haf anyone will take up dat much of effort to celebrate my bday for me .. till this year. Is my 1st time... and Yes ! This year I proud to say .. there is 60 -- 70 ppl actually greet me . big improvement than last year with less than 20.

Neway .. Gtg 1st Having headache and neck pain .. wanna sleep. Hope able to go church tmr. God Bless everyone of u all that took up ur time read this blog. Jesus Loves ya.

::Listening to : m2m - What You Do Bout Me ::

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Happy Birthday to Benny Boo Booo !!!!

Happy Bday to Benny Booo boo !! hehehehe . .aww .. so bad la .. Go wish myself happy bday.. hehe another 8 to go, and my bday end. =) Heheh now is 11.52pm liao .. hahaha. Thanks for everyone that take the effort to sms me, msg me from mIRC, icq, msn, frenster, sms. Thanks alot !! Is you all who make my bday nice.

Hehe here is the list of ppl, sorry if ur name is not in =P. Dun mind me left out some of u can .. hehe. Thanks alot for u all that greets me.

MeiYii, Sharon, Patricia, MingYuan, Nicholas, TianAn, EeWen, Esther, MeiKuan, Cherrie, Rachel, MunYoke, Jeffrey, Jessie, SiauWen, LiTheng, MengFei, JackSong, RebeccaWong, YeeChui, LynaChua, Joey, YanLing, YanYee, MuiMei, JuYit, WaiPing, HuayMing, Janene, LohSereen, JerushaLai, WaiYee, Veronica, Erin, Elaine, Stanley, Melissa, DavidSeow, Bernice.. and etc .. hehe sowee .. cant think bout it anymore. You Guys ROX!!

Nothing special today, went to 1u with TianAn and Esther then hang around and yak around in the starbucks. Tooke some pic in there. Then we move on to the Mental Ppl's Hospital . =P That is quoted from Lydia .. hehe the MPH book store. Discuss bout some stuff infront of the Bible section .. and then we off back home. Ha !! =P that is how I celebrate my bday today. Yeap .. is my 21st bday, and it ends like this. OOh .. yeah .. forget bout the dinner part .. wanna noe wat I had for my 21st bday dinner ?? hehe *Drum Rolls* Jeng Jeng jeng !!!! Maggie Mee !! =) yeah . no nit to say "har?!" Coz this is memang what happen today. No cakes .. no nothing. Only wishes from frens and went out with my mui and TianAn.

Alrite .. Thats all I wanna say .. as usual, no presents and nothing, not even my dad around.. bday wish ? Blaaah .. None of it come true. MU lost this early in the morning, and .. Erm .. haha no sign from the gal I like. Haha parents still havent accepted christ .. and .. Yeah . End of my 21st bday entry. Ciao.

::Listening to - Planet Shakers : Come to Praise ::

Crazy Esther mui and the kor ..

Benjamin_ET
The 3 siao ppl in Starbucks =P TianAn, Me and Esther Mui

Benjamin_ET

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Sister's bday ..

Waaaaah ... Headache and headache .. where is mua pain killer ?! ish ish ish.. this few days seriously having lots and lots of headache .. No idea what happen .. tonite I wont be able to sleep early, there is a match at aroudn 2am. That doink Roman's army is invading the old trafford.

Today is sis bday .. just simply get a cake and ..thats all bout it. No presents and so on. THis is my family type of celebrating a bday .. hehehe. Plain and simple. How old is she adi ar ?? 26 ?? LOL forget ~

Hmm .. listening to Ps. Joshua's msg on the Saturday Vibrant Youth Service. But is kinda old .. but nvm, I kinda enjoy listening to it .. hehehe. Is really fun to listen back .. Dun ask me why . I just enjoy and liek it. I download a few from the RLC website .. but now just playing on. Is bout a 51 min long ..(whoa!)

Alrite .. cant think that much .. will be post tmr. Ciaao ..

Sunday, May 08, 2005

woooot .. Happy MOmmy day

Hehehe actually .. I not suppose to stay online for so long . if not I will get tendang from that SOMEONe .. hehehe =P just kidding .. hehe coz that person been "kicking" and "shooo-ing" me to bed when I not feeling well .. hehe. But come here to post for the sake of the mommy's day =D

Nothing much today .. just went to the Curve - which I claim as the same concept building with the Florida Mall back in US. Went the Curve and had our vegetarian lunch there.. Ordered some mee soup . and turns up a very tasty and yummy =D. Nowadays . . I really easy to get to taste some nice tasty yummy delicious fooood .. *drooools like Hommer* food .. mMmmMm ... . Went to 1u after that .. dad wanna shop for his shoe .. so went to Nike .. and got the duno how much punya shoe .. eeek .. I still got my eyes aim on that few Basketball wear .. and not to forget the Rm900 Adidas1.

Duno y today I'm like hyper adi ... Never take coffee or so on .. no chocolate .. but y ?? hehhehe no idea. . someone ! anybody !!! take a phaser and shoot me =P .. kidding .. heehe I rather any of u all out there spank me and so on .. but dun use phaser and shoot me .. I want my body =P

:: Listening to - Siti Nurhaliza : Seindah Biasa ::

Saturday, May 07, 2005

Rojak feeling ..

Urgh .. Like wat my title said .. Rojak Feeling. The whole day I duno am I delighted or am I sad. Coz is like roller coaster .. up and down to the maximum. I wasnt feeling well from yesterday till this morning the moment I woke up. My knee and my back was bothering me the whole yesterday nite. And today .. woke up and my back still hurts .. and I got fever as well. This year I very weak .. easy to fall sick and my old injuries non stop bothering me.

Went to KL with mom ..back and nap ..then doink rain start pouring down woke me up from sleep .. ish .. Bath and change my clothes .about to leave my house and realise I forget what time did service start .. erk .. I duno y I just lost track of it .. then found out is 4.30pm .. stand there.. and wondering .. y am I ready when is only 3.30 ? Hahha .. no idea ..

Church is fun .. fever ..and I still join in the praise team, realise how weak am I when I not feeling well .. easy to get tired. After lots and lots of jumping .. off stage .. and Kryz told me that she forget to fetch chen yang .. so .. Cow, Kryz and me .. drove off from church and fetch him. HEhe CHen Yang ! feel proud =P. Back church . is obviously half way of Ps. Matt speakes. He spotted us .. (Cos we sit kinda front . so haf to walk all the way till there) He said .. "... later for a quarter to church..." haha paiseh .. paiseh .. hehe Not our fault =P. Cant deny .. Ps Matt is a really good speaker .. I miss wat he said .. argh !! Must dl the audio from website or get from church.

Yak around in DreamCenter as usual .. we called it as Fellowship. The time you get to gather around with ur CG ppl .. and chat around and not to forget bout fooood and drinks .. hehe *droools* I regret for starting the smashing cake thingy in CG on Lydia and MeiYan adi !! Coz I forget when comes to my turn !! Oh no .. imagine .. my cake on those face .. with everyone around .. nvm nvm =D I shall make u all forget bout my bday =P and of coz ..forget bout the cake thingy =D. Me so good ... u all wont do that to me wan hor .. *innocent smile*.

urgh .. when nite falls .. here comes all my fever and so on . .ciao for now .. wanna rest ..

:: Listening to - Planet Shakers : My King ::

Thursday, May 05, 2005

Scary Experience

Ahh ... I having backache now, so i decide to lie down on floor .. and post something. Today is just an ordinary day neway .. kinda bored .. due to .. go college early in the morning and end up there is no class at all .. was decide to go somewhere to hang around, but thanks to all my lazy classmate that end up go McD at Center Point .. and hang around at that bored place for hours. Then back home ..

While on the way back from Center Point to my car which parked at College .. I was looking around .. and sudd gaves me a chill .. which brings back my old memories, that happen infront of McD center point some time back ..around 3 years ago. What I goin to type .. is a 100% real story and is based on my real life experience that time. No joking and no extra add in stuff. Beware !!

I was walking out from Center Point.. walk pass McD .. while I was at the front on McD's building .. There is this Bangladeshi .. he was short and small size .. at least 160cm or less .. Yeah .. he is small size, speaks in a way with heavy Bangladesh dialect .. He was asking me .. how to go to Pj and so on. Of coz .. asking me for direction is not a biggie stuff for me. I pointed out the place that he wanted to go. Then .. thought happy that I help someone again for the day... thought so .. Till the moment .. he changes topic. He thank me for the direction, then he told me, is a great opportunity that he actually got a chance to met with me and claims that .. is God's plan .. (erh .. Christian?) He said that .. he is a fortune teller .. a famous fortune teller (erm.. wrong.. not christian .. ). He start to show me some stuff .. which is like, a small notebook with some cards inside .. and newspaper .. to show that he is very good in it (Yeah ..rite..). After heard what he say .. I decide to walk away .. =7 simple .. I dun even believe in this kinda thing .. but somehow .. he make me stay (which I duno how). He try to tell how is my luck goes and so on. He wrote something on a piece of paper .. then he tear another piece of blank paper .. and asked me .. what flower I like .. what color I choose from few given .. this and that .. then he show me that the stuff he wrote earlier is 100% match with mine .. (mind reading?!). Then .. he move on .. start looking at my palm and tell my future.. then he wrote it all down on another piece of paper .. passed the paper to me .. ask me to tear it into small pieces .. and grab it tight in my fist .. I do as what he told .. He claims that if later when I open my fist .. the paper that I tear it earlier ago will back into good form .. that means god will grant me wish and so on .. (erk?? sounds kerazee.) He did his duno chanting or prayer .. and he ask me to open up my fist .. and look at the paper .. and .. .. .. .. .. =7 I wont believe it that .. the paper actually back to form like I never tear it b4. THIS IS CREEPY K !! I was totally shocked .. stoned .. he start look into my eyes .. tell me to "donate" some money .. My mind is totally out of my own control .. I do not want to pass him money .. and I fail .. coz .. my hand is not my control .. in my brain I was screaming "NO ! Dun pass him the money" but .. my hand still pass him the money .. there goes my 15 bux .. He gave me a lil green stone, asked me not to lose it or I wil have terrible bad luck ..then he walk away .. I freak out .. do not noe what actually happen .. Somehow .. I immediately asked for prayer from those I know .. and I get rid of that weird stone.

I really duno what happen that day .. how the paper I tear go back form .. while I was holding it all the while, no idea how he controlled my hand to pass him the money .. and the weird stone. Till then I never see him again. I do not wish too .. This is one of the weird stuff that I gone thru b4 .. real story . Happen at Bandar Utama, Center Point... Believe me .. if u spotted any small size Bangladeshi .. dress up nice .. and ask for direction or anything else .. Pls .. Avoid looking into his eyes. I wont noe that .. did I got hynoptize or not .. but is scary enuff. Is the only that freaks me out.

Actually dun plan to type it out, u haf to know I really need to gather all those thoughts back again, shivering while typing .. is hard to manage to type whole thing out. But I really want to let everyone noe bout the existance of the particular weird person. Believe me .. This is a real story.

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

BlogCrawler Journey Ends

Yay !! Officially annouce that the BlogCrawler's journey has come to the end. =) After duno how long of Crawling here and there within blogspot, xanga and even thru some own build website. Somehow, browsing thru more than at least a 100 of webpages... I finally manage to crawl back to my own site. Started from my site, to someone I know, and later on .. crawl accross those I dunno.. and amazingly back to someone I know.. the routine continues.. and finally .. Back to my starting point. Simply amazing rite ? Is like the whole thing is a token ring like dat.

Alrite .. Let me summarise my crawling journey. This just part of it, I dun mention bout those that I actually stuck within. Here goes my journey ..

MeiYii -- CherylLim -- ShengMae -- JClivesinChris -- Rachael_W -- Daniel_YJH -- noisygal -- Jaslyn -- MeiYii -- Me !!

This is just bout the normal direct link to my site. Not to mention bout those tons of links that I browse thru . turn back ..and so on. Hehehe is kinda fun actually .. hahaha. With the nick Bobby_martian and leaving taggie and scaring some fren that I know .. hehe, they thought someone stalking them neway. *grins* aaah .. evil me. Thru the whole jourey, discover at least 10 links of my frenss ... and connect back to 1 fren that I actually lost contact -- Dewgem .. special name which I dun think I will forget that. Here I am .. to apologize to those ppl that thought I am some sort of stalker or some sort of ppl that purposely hide my identity when I post in their taggie. Esp to GilaVern , CheryLim, Cherina Low and ShengMae. Bobby_martian is part of my nick that I use over Internet. Long story of that. To Bernard .. OOI ! update ur blog la ..

60% of ppl actually does not have any links to anyone else .. hmm .. which makes me turn back again and again. At least 50% of the blogs I crawl across is actually never update that frequent . guess is Internet prob and parents doenst allow to online that much? hmm .. around 40% of the ppl dun haf tags in their blog .. and guess what .. 80% of those blogs I crawl across is using Xanga. Maybe that is what they say .. "Xanga is more easy to use" Quoted duno from which blog adi ..

Thats all bout BlogCrawler's journey .. The journey shall cont again 1 day. *winks*

:: Listening to - Beatles : Hey Jude ::

Sunday, May 01, 2005

Baguio Nite Concert in RLC - Are u there ?

Nite was fun .. the nite is kewl, Just like what Ps Joshua said .. the unlimited nite for yesterday. Dinner starts at 6pm, where everyone enjoying their yummy tasty foood.. and the event starts at 7pm . But actually it starts b4 7pm wei ..

Arrive at 5.50pm ..which is quite early and get myself a parking which close to church =D. Went to Dream Center and saw lots and lots of ppl yakking around the table with those tasty food infront of them, spotted Hazel's brother (Duno his name wei) ... got Hazel.. told her bout Mei Yan is leaving .. she kinda shock and blur bout which Mei Yan (how many are there in church?) Get to the table where MeiYii, HuiYii and Liz are.. actually is kinda easy to spot with 3 balloons floating in the air =P. Sign on one of the balloon that is goin pass to MeiYan later on. Hmm got a fruit cake.. =P The fruit cake seriously looks yummy .. esp with kiwi, strawberry and cherry on top *Droools* Got myself a burger and sit down at there .. waiting the arrival of the VIP for the nite ---- MeiYan. But she arrive late, close to 7. Cant get the cake cut by that time, but manage to pass her those balloons.

Is so funny that actually there is this 2 lil kids came to us, want a balloon from us. But sorry kid .. those are presents .. once the kid heard that .. he say in a mean way .. "I will pop it .. "(?!) then walk away .. leaving us blur at there.. (wah .. nowadays the kids are GANAS!!) Hmm ..according to liz ..actually a kid took a balloon from them adi .. hmm .. dat explains y I saw a balloon floating in air as well..

The nite is fun !! Lots of jumping and so on. The praise team is from the Vibrant Youth, and the worship is from the worship team from main service. Looking at those ppl who went to Baguio wearing the Vibrant Youth Tee standing in front and jumping on stage .. simply the best. =) Video Clips from the Baguio is played, lots of laughter esp comes to the funny moments and so on. But is kewl .. I really wanted to join the next mission. I mean .. I love those missionary stuff, love teaching and mix around with kids, I know I alwiz say they are mean .. but I really like them. Few person giving testimonies.. bout what God had changed them after the trip. The grant finalle is when the song "Won't You Lord". Lots of ppl accepted Christ .. around ..20 over ? Praise the Lord Almighty. We ask for more .. and the song "One Way" is played .. I thought it was banned from the church .. dat is wat I heard from others. Oh well nvm .. the nite is fun .. I really love the nite.

Went down to the dark hot Dream Center .. this time we are going to had a small farewell party for MeiYan .. Who was there adi .. hmm ..lets see ... Ivan, WeiPyng, HuiYii, MeiYii, Cow, Kryz, KeeWai, Liz and her bro, Darrel and so on .. hehe cant remember everyone's name that nite. Light up few candles (Y eh?? Farewell cake wor ..) "sing" a song .forget the name, which we only "sing" it with .. Lalalalala .. hehe paiseh .. no one there noes the lyrics. Again ... with me around *evil* I got MeiYan face on cake !! =P I spend 10bux to bought 2 Baguio VCD from Lydia, and ... I got none !! 1 gave it to Liz .. 1 gave it to MeiYan .. Hmm .. Lydiaaaaa !! I want one moreeeeeee .. =(

Brought back 3 burgers .. they left 2 boxes of food, so we choose to bring back those that havent spoiled. Hmm .. so the whole nite I ate 4 burgers .. Eew .. no more burger to me ..

Came back ..take a bath, then sit down infront my com, crawl to others blog as well .. then I spotted this virtual pet thingy, so I adopted one and put at the right hand side =D . Can u spot binky the hamster ?? Hehe welcome binky the new pet in here after dory that I borrow from Jasmine. Click on binky to play with it. =)

::Listening to - Parachute Band: I Long to Worship You::